no'yet.
gonna have an outpatients appt in the next couple of weeks.

*shrug*
not due another attack for about 18 months, now!

Was so tired. Had to lie down in the dark. Thank god my neck no longer feels tight.

I'm not pissed off, just musing, which is why I didn't post this in the pissed off thread. My cousin still hasn't put in an obituary for my Aunt Dorothy, anywhere. Not in California, not in New York. The whole things is mystifying.

Aunt Dorothy was taken from NY to CA when Uncle Sal died, to be in a nursing home near her daughter. When she passed, we offered to help with the arrangements (publish the NY obituary, bring her home to be with Uncle Sal in the National cemetary in Saratoga, etc) but the cousin declined.

I'm not sure what to do, if anything. I'll wait and see, for a little while anyway.

*Lessons in humility, ironically not long after watching the desert scene in The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly.*

Hmmm ...

gah
today i am fat
today all my friends are in london having great times and not missing me at all
today i am not going to make any new friends when i go round the world, and when i come back all my old friends will have moved on and won't need me anymore
today i am pointless

*lovingly pokes fionchadd*

*poke* *pokepoke*

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Originally posted by fionchadd:
gah
today i am fat
today all my friends are in london having great times and not missing me at all
today i am not going to make any new friends when i go round the world, and when i come back all my old friends will have moved on and won't need me anymore
today i am pointless

..but tomorrow will be better, I hope, when you realise none of those things are true. *hugs*

thanks guys i think tomorrow will be better. but i thought today would be better. i'm having a bit of a crisis-of-self at the moment, i get them every so often. so soon, yes, things will be better. i hope.

*coughwheezehackcough*

I should really go to sleep but darn it I don't want to sleep. I'm not at work and the sun is out.

*cough* *hackhack* *whheeze*

*cough*

I get those feelings too, fion.

I am also fat today.

And I am achey (this is true, not just in my head.) Stupid weather changing makes my hips hurt. I wish I could install a hot tub in my apartment.

that;s rubbish gia i'm afraid i can't quite stretch to a hot tub! but...
*gives gia a hug and a massage*

Can I post here if my meh is that my lungs feel like they are filled with rubber cement and it's like trying to breath through a blocked cocktail stirrer straw? *wheeze meh*

Good grief...
*hugs lungs*

Indeed, good grief Weeble. *hugs* May you very soon put a real cocktail stirrer straw to a much better use, where the only blockage is an olive!

It would've been our 10th anniversary on Friday. I was all positive then, and surprised myself: I was bright and optimistic and ready to begin my new life with a more positive outlook. But it didn't last long, and I've just felt a bit shit since then. Hasn't helped with ex trying to persuade me to go back to him - it just confuses things and makes me even sadder.

*hugs Hive*
Hang in there, I hope you feel better after some more time. Though I think sometimes over bank holidays we end up with too much time to reflect... But from what I've read in your other posts, I'd say being persuaded by him would be a bad idea?

*hugs Hive*

*hugs Hive*

*hugs Hive*

*Needs to really stop staying up so late*