Okay, so, I've gone ahead and tried DXM again.

It was kind of boring this time. i took 300 mgs and expected to see stuff. I didn't. My friend said this is because I left the lights on and didnt have any bass heavy music playing. I listened to the mirror mask soundtrack and found that I focused on the music a lot more than normal. My depth perception was off and when I scribbled drawings instead of drawing thick massive lines, I kept it very minimal and smooth.

My friend told me its because the drug does something to part of your brain that tells you that you aren't finished. A friend of mine has OCD and her brain naturally produces less than normal ammounts of this brain chemical. I think that I do too as, although I'm not OCD, I have a hard time accepting that something is completed. Not while on DXM. It was very easy to feel finished. that was how i felt. Like everything I'd wanted to do was completed. I relaxed.

It wasn't like being drunk or high or anything where you feel slowed down and I was totally coherent and knew that, when I noticed my depth perception was shot and that I couldn't walk like a normal person, that it was because of the drugs. I was rational and rather enjoyed my time. I stopped criticizing myself. I can't even explain how good that felt. It wasn't euphoric or peaceful it was just not there. I hadn't even thought about it.

I also talked very weird. Like, not slurring my speech, but everything I said sounded odd.

I've read that a lot of people have very different reactions to the drug and my two experiences were very different, though in both of them was understood what was going on and could think normally.

It was interesting. I want to do this drug at an ICP show still. No longer do I want to do it during sex. I've realized that it makes me incredibly not horny. I don't want to do it at disneyland either because walking was problematic.